Accidental actions always allure the achiever's ally.
But blunt babbles barely buffer this bully.
Can cautious courtesy convey counterfeit composure?
"Don't deny it."
Everything eventually, even external expression, erodes.
Fortune or farce, fate finagles.
Geography gives a good gander to this greedy gravitation.
"Honestly honey,
I'm
Just jaded."
Kindness
Lingers long after like laughter, like love.
Must misgivings and mistrust muddle this miracle?
"No never. No "
Only the overly obtuse object this ordinary occurrence.
People perpetuate this paradox
Quietly
Restlessly
Suspiciously
'Til time takes tolerance
Under
Vici
Where are you, cherry blossom?
Are you somewhere happy now,
still radiant as ever?
If only you could see the campanulas and agrimonies
that we have for you,
we who you've left behind.
I'm just a lowly bellflower.
We're all lonely bellflowers
when you're gone
from our reach
but never from our thoughts.
See, because there your essence will always bloom.
So I send this sprinkle of rosemary
with this winged seed
to the oak that you will always be
in our memories, in our hearts.
Hopefully they'll be like delphiniums
and reach you in your garden.
Strangers Again
Isn't it weird how I seem to always get all the greatest writing inspirations when I'm in the bathroom? Maybe because bathroom tasks are so mundane that my body just flows through the actions while the mind is left free to wander. It's free to drop off the worries and thoughts at the door, like I've just entered a threshold and I've entered a space where I can finally let my guard down, protected by cold tiles, safe behind a locked door. Maybe that's why I'm writing in the bathroom. You can almost see the thoughts bouncing off the walls. This is what they would say if they could organize themselves:
We started off as strange
Crimson thread that sits around my pinky,
why have you snapped?
Was it 'fate' that forced you
or were you listening to my darkest thoughts and insecurities?
You snapped so quickly
so it must have given you devilish ideas and heart-splitting joy in being
no longer whole.
Your once bright, slender form that cradled my affections
now strangle at the pulse of my destiny.
So were my feelings all a mistake?
Is this broken red a solution?
Will I submit myself to your delicate powers?
I pick up your tethered end and compare it to your lifeless tail,
still curled around my little finger.
Reluctant seconds tick away as you
slip
slip
sl
Accidental actions always allure the achiever's ally.
But blunt babbles barely buffer this bully.
Can cautious courtesy convey counterfeit composure?
"Don't deny it."
Everything eventually, even external expression, erodes.
Fortune or farce, fate finagles.
Geography gives a good gander to this greedy gravitation.
"Honestly honey,
I'm
Just jaded."
Kindness
Lingers long after like laughter, like love.
Must misgivings and mistrust muddle this miracle?
"No never. No "
Only the overly obtuse object this ordinary occurrence.
People perpetuate this paradox
Quietly
Restlessly
Suspiciously
'Til time takes tolerance
Under
Vici
Where are you, cherry blossom?
Are you somewhere happy now,
still radiant as ever?
If only you could see the campanulas and agrimonies
that we have for you,
we who you've left behind.
I'm just a lowly bellflower.
We're all lonely bellflowers
when you're gone
from our reach
but never from our thoughts.
See, because there your essence will always bloom.
So I send this sprinkle of rosemary
with this winged seed
to the oak that you will always be
in our memories, in our hearts.
Hopefully they'll be like delphiniums
and reach you in your garden.
Strangers Again
Isn't it weird how I seem to always get all the greatest writing inspirations when I'm in the bathroom? Maybe because bathroom tasks are so mundane that my body just flows through the actions while the mind is left free to wander. It's free to drop off the worries and thoughts at the door, like I've just entered a threshold and I've entered a space where I can finally let my guard down, protected by cold tiles, safe behind a locked door. Maybe that's why I'm writing in the bathroom. You can almost see the thoughts bouncing off the walls. This is what they would say if they could organize themselves:
We started off as strange
1. When you were a kid, what did you want to be as an adult?
I wanted to stay young forever. Now you understand why I find my life so disappointing.
2. If you could be someone else for an entire day, who would you want to be?
Now that's just a silly thing to do, trying to be someone else.
3. What is your favorite animal?
To be completely honest. Everything, literally every animal. Even the aggressive or ugly ones. Even the ones we don't know about yet. Even humans. (And I guess there's that silly infatuation thing I have for hamsters. Fat fat fluffy hamsters.)
4. Do you do any sports? (or used to?)
I used to play on a basketball team i
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
( ) Been In A Fist Fight
(x) Had A Crush On A Person Older Than You
(x) Skipped Class
(x) Seen Someone/Something Die
(x) Had/Have A Crush On One Of Your deviant art Friends
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
( ) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Can't Have (fictional people count right?)
(x) Killed A Snake (Mommy made me D: )
( ) Stolen something
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
( ) Been Suspended From School
https://ryanro.tumblr.com/post/12845453814/hey-guys-i-hate-to-do-this
All the info is in the artist's tumblr post, linked above. Please help spread the word, buy a commission, or even make a donation to help this guy out. I personally never had the most ideal relationship with my own parents but what is happening to this person is completely unfathomable to me. It's like they don't even know what a family is.